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Friday, May 8, 2009
GIVING UP AND GIVING IN
I feel like there are a lot of things I’m either giving in on or simply giving up on. I can’t decide if it’s just survival mode, my 4th kids syndrome, or me finally loosening up on some things I probably should have a long time ago… or maybe all of the above J Anyway, there’s plenty so here goes…
Giving in to Leif who says, “Big boys go potty on the fence!” You know at this point… if he WILL potty on the fence, fine! At least it’s not in his underwear!
Giving in to the mud hole in my backyard that I’ve successfully kept the kids out of for days now. Anyway… mud can be so much fun!
Giving up on the looks of everything. Please give me a trashcan in every room… even if they are ugly.
Giving up on keeping Emry’s diapers off of every one of Keirah’s baby dolls. There will be a day that I wish she would play baby dolls again.
Giving in to the Rocky Road ice cream in my freezer right now… Nick’s been gone since Thursday morning J Who cares that it’s 10:30 at night!
Giving up on trying to keep Emry tiny for the rest of her life! She’s put on a pound and a half in 1 month! She’s crawling and pulling up on everything and I’m wondering what it will look like to have a 16 lb walker!
Giving in to Aubryn’s request to making 3 books, 3 puppets, a weather wheel and a cottonball sheep… all during naptime. She’s more creative than I will ever be. I just need her to pick projects that doesn’t require my help… I could use the quiet time personally J
Giving up on my lawn and calling Scott’s lawn service. Can you see my weeds in any of these pics?
Giving up on any of my children looking like me :)
Giving up on eating with my family right now. Emry is into food and wants to eat when we eat now… which means mama is feeding a few bits of solids before Emry gets it up her nose, gets mad and then wants a bottle. At least it’s good for my figure.
Giving up on perfection in my kids and just enjoying the process. It’s more realistic and just down right funny at times J
As many things as I feel like I am giving in or giving up on, there are some things that I am completely resolved to. I am resolved to love my Jesus with all that I am. I am resolved to put my family first. I am resolved to love and support Nick and work at our relationship even when it’s really hard. I am resolved to cherish every moment with my husband and children… this is just a season. I am resolved to training up my children in the way that they should go so that when they are old, they will not depart from it. I am resolved to praying for them that they would love God and love people above all else. I am resolved to serve others, even when I feel like I have nothing else to give. I am resolved to find ways to talk about my faith with others, though likely in the restrooms of public places right now. I am resolved to tear my fingers off the reigns and allow God to unresolved me… to give up and press into Him as He leads me to.