Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Emry's Surgery

After the last 15 months of praying and expecting, surgery day came... yesterday! We have been a little crazy trying to prepare for Christmas and then found out surgery (which was originally planned for the 29th) had been moved to the 22nd. Everything went as planned, according to the doctors, with ear tubes put in at 7 am and then the craniofacial team started at about 7:30. Surgery was done in about 3 hours and we met with the doctor to discuss her recovery. He was taking her Pierre Robin (respiratory syndrome) very seriously with the swelling in her mouth restricting her airway. She is on a ventilator, and feeding tube. She also has a "trumpet" in her nose and a stitch in her tongue as a precautionary/emergency method to relieve her airway. We are thankful for the doctor's extreme caution with her and she is the only patient on the PICU floor that has a nurse stationed outside of our glass doorway at all times!! Here are some pictures of her. Please don't be sad... we know that this is all for good and we trust the Lord with her :) We are so thankful to live in a country where this is possible and close to one of the best children's hospital in the state.

Please pray for swelling to continue to go down, for her to be comfortable and still while the ventilator is in. She is not happy with being on her back right now. She's trying out her acrobatics in the hospital bed... which is not good for the ventilator.





Aubryn, Keirah and Leif were at home with Nick's parent's, Hunny and Biggie while we were in surgery. They came up around 4:30 pm to see us and little sis. At this hospital, they have an amazing program where a specialist helps siblings understand what is happening and prepare for what they will see. We felt that it was important for the older kids to be apart of this experience too. I want them to remember what Emry looked like and know that a week from now, when Emry's fussy, that she has a reason to be :)) They did GREAT and all seemed to be very interested but not upset. There is also a playroom down the hall for us just for siblings!! They loved it!! We are thankful for all of this, and thankful that the kids had a good experience yesterday.





I will update more soon on the timeframe for taking the ventilator out. There was discussion about doing it this morning, but Dr. Kelley (surgeon) just ruled that out. They will be trying to flush her body and get some of the swelling down and maybe take it out this afternoon. If not today, it will be tomorrow. When they do take it out... it might be pretty hard on her. She can not be sedated or on any pain meds until she proves she is breathing well on her own. Please pray for this to go as well as possible.

Thank you for praying!! We know that God is taking care of her better than anyone on earth could ever care for her.

"Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits... who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy, who satisfies you with good .... As a father shows compassion to his children, so the Lord shows compassion to those who fear him. For he knows are frame; he remembers that we are dust." excepts from Psalm 103

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Check This Out...

I know, I know... I'm terrible at this!!  I get motivated a lot to write on our blog, but it's the pictures that overwhelm me.  So here I am writing and going to post NO PICTURES!!!!  

BUT... We just got new pictures taken by Rachel Parkhurst and I'm so excited to get them out there!!  I can't post any yet, but they are on her website.  Here is the link so you can check it out for yourself.  I promise to update the blog soon to at least get a new pic for our family picture.  

www.parkhurststudios.com
click on Clients
password: shock

While I'm posting though, I'd really like you to be praying for us about Emry.  She has a sleep study next week on November 5th.  She will be at Dell Children's hospital for the night so that her respiratory system can be evaluated to make sure she's ready for surgery.  Her surgery date is tentatively set for December 29th, but will be solidified based on the sleep study results.  We are praying for good results next week, to stay healthy during this flu season, and for her ear tubes to not need replaced before her palate repair surgery (so that they can do those at the same time).  Please pray for a peaceful holiday season amidst lots of doctor appointments this year!!  Thanks for lifting her up for us!!  She's adorable... so go check out the pics :)


Friday, May 8, 2009

Emry Crawling and Pulling Up!!!

So here is our little one... acting not so little!

GIVING UP AND GIVING IN

I feel like there are a lot of things I’m either giving in on or simply giving up on. I can’t decide if it’s just survival mode, my 4th kids syndrome, or me finally loosening up on some things I probably should have a long time ago… or maybe all of the above J  Anyway, there’s plenty so here goes…

Giving in to Leif who says, “Big boys go potty on the fence!”  You know at this point… if he WILL potty on the fence, fine! At least it’s not in his underwear!

Giving in to the mud hole in my backyard that I’ve successfully kept the kids out of for days now.  Anyway… mud can be so much fun!

Giving up on the looks of everything.  Please give me a trashcan in every room… even if they are ugly.

Giving up on keeping Emry’s diapers off of every one of Keirah’s baby dolls. There will be a day that I wish she would play baby dolls again.

Giving in to the Rocky Road ice cream in my freezer right now… Nick’s been gone since Thursday morning J   Who cares that it’s 10:30 at night!

Giving up on trying to keep Emry tiny for the rest of her life!  She’s put on a pound and a half in 1 month!  She’s crawling and pulling up on everything and I’m wondering what it will look like to have a 16 lb walker!

Giving in to Aubryn’s request to making 3 books, 3 puppets, a weather wheel and a cottonball sheep… all during naptime.  She’s more creative than I will ever be.  I just need her to pick projects that doesn’t require my help… I could use the quiet time personally J

Giving up on my lawn and calling Scott’s lawn service.  Can you see my weeds in any of these pics?

Giving up on any of my children looking like me :)

Giving up on eating with my family right now.  Emry is into food and wants to eat when we eat now… which means mama is feeding a few bits of solids before Emry gets it up her nose, gets mad and then wants a bottle.  At least it’s good for my figure.

Giving up on perfection in my kids and just enjoying the process.  It’s more realistic and just down right funny at times J

As many things as I feel like I am giving in or giving up on, there are some things that I am completely resolved to.  I am resolved to love my Jesus with all that I am. I am resolved to put my family first.  I am resolved to love and support Nick and work at our relationship even when it’s really hard.  I am resolved to cherish every moment with my husband and children… this is just a season.  I am resolved to training up my children in the way that they should go so that when they are old, they will not depart from it.  I am resolved to praying for them that they would love God and love people above all else.  I am resolved to serve others, even when I feel like I have nothing else to give.  I am resolved to find ways to talk about my faith with others, though likely in the restrooms of public places right now.  I am resolved to tear my fingers off the reigns and allow God to unresolved me… to give up and press into Him as He leads me to.











Friday, April 17, 2009

Looking Back...

So I thought it might be fun to post a little weight and measurements data from my family to yours.  I find it interesting to look back at the older kids' sizes... and boy do I find Emry to be our "little" princess! God has been sweet to me to give me a sampling of all shapes and SIZES :)  You'll see what I mean...

Aubryn Keirah       Leif        Emry
2mo- 12# 3 oz 2mo- 13# 2 oz      2mo- 14# 4 oz     2mo- 9# 8 oz
4mo- 16# 3 oz 4mo- 16# 10 oz    4mo- 17# 2 oz     4mo- 11# 5 oz
6mo- 17# 5 oz 6mo- 18# 8 oz      6 mo- 19# 14 oz   6mo- 13# 8 oz

Do you see the difference between Leif and Emry??? Amazing how God makes each one so unique and special.   Thought you might enjoy this... I did ;)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter!


Happy Easter from our family!  It's always a miracle if we 
get the majority of us looking at the camera :)

Aubryn's always ready to pose!

Keirah! You look so grown up!

And who is this little man?? You look so big too...
Emry is 6 months now and soo much fun!
Time to breathe... they're all down for a nap!